Maybe I have to come to the conclusion that I'm not the only weirdo with some strange personality peccadillos and mental idiosyncracies. Not everyone is the average drone that I make them out to be.
So, yeah, you've got to expect that other people will be at points in their life, or in their self-maturation process, where they see things out of whack. Much like the way I see them all the time.
But, all I can do is accept that. As I'm sure many have accepted the way I am.
I've had a goal of being "untouchable for life", but even the smallest slights gut-punch me way more than maybe even a huge slight. To a huge slight I can think, "Oh you suck." But a small slight from someone you liked and respected, can get you more.
I think it's up to everyone to take care of themselves. I was on a small bridge-rebuilding quest, with a goal of making up for any past mistakes I might have made or clear the air with people I haven't talked to in a while, but now that's become less than a success.
Life being what it is, one dreams of revenge. But no one I know needs to have revenge against them. So, I think I'll just live life as it is. People will live there's. Maybe I'll see them some random morning 4 years from now, but probably not. Either way. It's okay to burn the bridge after they've walked across and you've wished them well. A new bridge is easy enough to put together when necessary.
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